Just me. Zee zee

3 days in the year, and i got surgery for being such a bad bitch. 
          
          
          
          (my entire body is still shaking from the after affects of anesthesia)

oh wow. i havent updated since 2023. but oh my gosh. 
          
          opening this account is like opening a memory id forgotton over the years. memories on my good friends. memories on my bad days. memories of..... even my past, cringe self. 
          
          but to everyone who made me thrive. and everyone who made me feel like i truly belonged. thank you. thank you so much. looking back through my board made me tear up so many times. the love in this community was too much for current me to even handle. 
          
          it was honestly so refreshing to see certain things on this board. so many beautiful things i would have never considered anyone would look through. so many people who i connected with. and in that one place i belonged, i left it. not for the bad. but for the better. 
          
          two- three years ago, i would have never thought my life would even get on track. id just be a depressed litte shit in my room and being a moody ass pre teen. and honestly at one point i thought i would end it all really early. but these people who made me belong, made me live, and motivated me to continue. for that im so grateful. 
          
          and honestly i cant even say life has been shit since i left. i took everyones sweet words in my soul and burried it into my heart, so i could soar to become what i even am today. 
          
          
          the wattpad experience. truly something aint it. ( also this may seem sad but please read it with the same joy i had writing it )

So hey how.y'all doing 

Im so inactive on this account im so sorry to the people ive made friendships with and they just dont like..... See me anymore. 
          
          I barely have time to even come on app....  And let them know that im okay 
          
          
          Damn life really do be something dont it

You know, after being away from wattpad for a few months, Im obligated to say
          
          
          
          
          Who the fuck let me get internet access T3T
          
          half of my everything just proves i need professional help omg

Zanne are you okay???? I reallt don’t think it would take a mom 18 days to look through a phone…. *virtual hug* I miss you

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*cries*

Me: *is feeling extremely tired, bored, and other negative emotions.*
          
          
          Also me: you know what might comfort me the most? How about something horror---