disposed

what should i do even?

man, i'm js sad :((

lately i'm feeling irritable and sad. this person is sucking the positivity out of me and i'm the one to blame ://

this day is so annoying and sad. do you like me or not? i don't want to keep on guessing, mostly, i don't want to be your backup plan. js tell me what we are and it's done

do i like u or do i only like the idea of liking u? or maybe the idea of u liking me? or do i only like the feeling of thrill of staying late up night talking to someone bcs idk..? i'm deprived of feeling something? or the worst of all, do i js like to win something, competing w/ that person? ://

i'm so dumb for feeling this way lol! why am i being sad for that person who clearly treats me as an option :p

new year, same bullshit

pls update :'((

can't i enjoy my life in peace? i'm so tired of ppl around me and the expectations they bring

procrastinating and feeling like shyte