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Y’all, I wish I had the words to explain how vital my service dog is to my mental wellbeing. I love him so much

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Ughhhh having BPD sucks. Mandy used to be my “BPD Favorite Person” and then in 2022 that finally ended and I didn’t have an fp for like 2.5 years and suddenly she’s my fp again and I’m actually so upset by it. Like…I’m basically tying my mental health to her (not really by choice) and it SUCKS. I would very much like to not have an fp at all but the more I fight it, the worse it gets  please tell me literally anyone else gets it

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Idk how many of y’all would be interested in an updated version of Adopted by Broadway Artists but like…with different people mixed in? There’d be like, one fictional kid because I’m down a friend lol. Actually, I don’t talk to either of the OG “kids” in the original fanfics lol. And I have my current bestie who isn’t that big on the OG broadway artists I used in the fanfic lol. I still am a fan of Andréa Burns but like…Dylan Saunders…lol. But It’s been bouncing around my brain for a few days now. Doing an updated version with my bestie and my current favorite artists. And maybe a fictional character to be adopted by one of the OG broadway artists lol. Idk though because like, would anyone be interested in that???

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Y’all would not believe the drama that happens in the apartment building I live in…you would think half of these people (mind you, the majority of those that live here are like 50+ and only like maybe four are in their 30s and two of us are in our 20s; me and one other guy who is like maybe a year younger than me). But there’s one guy on the same floor as me who I’d say is like mid 60s and has this on again off again partner on the 6th floor (we’re on 9). And he broke his lease by allowing this other lady in his apartment with her dog and my dog who loves everyone HATES this lady and her dog…omg, it’s so much drama…ugh

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Y’all, so much has happened since I’ve last been on here. So let me list it out:
          
          1. I got a Guinea pig in 2022 and he just recently passed away (I miss him so damned much, it’s not even funny)
          
          2. I got a dog November 29, 2023 after my therapist told me I need a service dog (we’re owner training and he’s doing fantastically with it. We’re only 7 months in and I’m so proud of him.)
          
          3. I started taking vocal lessons from Dylan Saunders once a month in March. He’s taught me so much already and it’s definitely worth the $150 per lesson
          
          4. After 17.5 years, I finally learned what was wrong with my ankle and required surgery in May to finally fix it. I have a cadaver bone, a metal plate and 7 screws so airports will be fun.
          
          5. I’m finally writing an original novel that I think is the one!
          
          Hope y’all are well!!

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How many of y’all would be interested in Outlander fanfics? Both characters and cast? I’m super into the show and a fan of like all the actors. I want to do a Maria Doyle Kennedy x Duncan Lacroix fanfic and I’m doing a Sam x Caitríona fanfic on my other account. But I also wanna do a David Berry fanfic and a Jamie x John Grey fic too. Let me know if y’all would be interested!!