dittypedals

hey uh i’m back since AO3 shut down… i try not to think about my stuff on here cause wtf. anyway i’ve been rewriting most of it so yah. also my name on AO3 is rubesrunes i wrote a couple fics on there!

dittypedals

My sleep schedule is wack now : ( I stayed up till 4 am last night so idk if I’ll even sleep before 12 *crying emoji* but woo new semester new schedule so I get to do weights. Which sounds fun but I never signed up for it but I was too late to change it : / anyways… working on PT. Two of the Alpha with a Weird Scent

dittypedals

sorry for no updates again i have band camp and it’s more chaotic since i couldn’t go last year because of covid. and i realized how much i lost interest in my hobbies. i don’t play soccer anymore, i don’t want to be in band, i have no motivation to write. i guess 2020 just really messed up my life lol

dittypedals

heyyyyy so my partner just broke up with me because they like my friend more.. :( so i’m gonna stick back to writing again to take my mind off things

Juniper-Anne

No one is better than anyone else, unless you’re talking about like if you’re better than a racist or a sexual predator. You are enough, and you aren’t responsible for the inability of someone else to be satisfied. We all chase happiness, and we come together or split apart as we do so, and that’s no ones fault (unless they cheated). It has nothing to do with being better. You are an entire human experience, and that’s just as good as anyone else’s.
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dittypedals

thank you :) i saw it coming anyway. they always spent a lot of time together and had an easier flow. it was my first serious relationship ship so my partner just go bored with me :/ it’s been easier than it seems though it’s just hard to look at my friend the same way, knowing that she’s better.
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Juniper-Anne

I’m sorry that happened :( breakups are never fun but it can be so much more painful when the person leaves you for someone else. Stay strong
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