dizepain

Today is my birthday,
          	
          	but why do I feel like crying? 
          	I've never felt so desolate as I am right now..

dizepain

Happy Halloween :)

dizepain

@chrysoftaemum it's okay.. but thanks for the well wishes. I hope the same applies to you too..
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chrysoftaemum

@dizepain oh goodness. i just saw this, im so sorry for being i/a here jan :(((( i hope you had happy days and i wish for you to have happier days ahead. you have it rough, i know. always know that i keep you in my thoughts always. let's catch up soon! ❤️
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dizepain

Sorry if I am really inactive :(
          
          I've been having an on and off severe stomachache most of these weeks so I can't update my story and poems at all..
          
          It's kinda bugging me the hell out..
          Add the writers block to the mix and I'm ready to throw myself out of the window..ugghh
          
          What to do?

dizepain

I just saw the only two surviving videos from the Sewol Ferry tragic incident. The video made by two young students on a school trip, recording their last moments before the ship sunk with all its passenger still on it. More than 300 people died that day. Innocent lives has been lost.
          
          How come I never knew this?
          Why did they have to die like that?
          
          What really happened?
          
          All these questions keeps on running rampant in my head. 
          I'm sorry this happened to you guys. I'm really sorry.

dizepain

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Fuck my life... My wifi suddenly got turned off & the 500 words I just wrote disappeared like a puff of smoke after I reconnected the connection! Damn it.. Thank goodness I had it copied to a word document before I refreshed it or else I would've lost that perfectly good piece. Stupid internet..

dizepain

Why is it so hard to refrain from doing a word vomit? Takes me back to that time when I first tried my hand at writing a story & I wrote the prologue so long, as in 8000+ words long of pure nonesense. That was the prologue for The Promise Locket actually. Its not so bad when I last red it for my first werewolf story, but its really cringey though. hahaha! Good memory that was.