Hi Hajar ♡
Wheew, finally found a way to reach out to you. These past few months (or years actually), I've been reminiscing the unnamed feeling I get when I'm reading one of your earliest book, BMP. I remember enjoying and cherishing the story a lot. I think at that time, I did tell myself that no author could ever compete against your talent in portraying the characters, and weaving the storyline beautifully. You should see my giggling and crying moments when I read that book few few years ago.
Now, I could not elaborate the feeling with details, but at times (read : at most random times), when I get flooded with the flashback of BMP scenes that you wrote, I really (dyingly) want to read it again. All those 3 series. I wish I had read them thoroughly before, I wish I could remember all scenes and all messages you wanna portray cause rn, they're gone. I've been looking for you a few times before. Searching for Hajar (idk why, i dont remember the characters name that well but i remember yours) on Google and got nothing. And what's worse is I don't even remember the title of the series! But, after digging here and there, I managed to find this account. I'm relieved that my efforts all this while is not a waste.