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Well today is going horrible as people know I have school and yesterday my mic decided not to work although I wasn't called out for answering my mic decided to drop dead and only is responding in static sooo guess who has to go to the actual school to get it fixed or get another computer honestly this week is not going good for me send help please I don't wanna go anywhere
Hey guys long time to see for people seeing this
Today is november 15 2020 at 12:05 am
So let me tell you what has happened:
I'm much happier than the last comment that was made I found my soulmate
I am honestly happy I cut off the people that were fake
For those who need help just know I'm here if you wanna talk your life will get better when you get older stay safe wear a mask and have a nice day/evening/night
So as for people who don't know or still haven't read it
This information I'm about to talk about is in diabolik lovers x Bella
This is what I said
Warning:before y'all read, this has swearing so if u don't like swearing than u can just ignore this I guess
So lately I haven't been doing good I know yall wanna read this book and see a progress but I can't anymore I'm tired
I'm tired because Im not perfect because I've made mistakes I'm tired of not making enough friends that believe in me to know that people talk behind my back
I want someone to love I want someone who can appreciate me to tell me I'm worth so much more than a simple thing
Yesterday I played games with a few friends and I was happy for once in my life u might be thinking how I'm happy playing games with friends it's because they were there for me they asked if I was okay
My friend who I used to like even talked to me told me what was happening
I hate this world why? Because in there eyes they think we're perfect but we're not I even talked to my friend going on a rant about how people who talk behind their back are the reason why bad things happened aswell as I was dumb to fall in love with someone I knew for a fact that they probably only like my body because when we broke up he said "your always acting like a bitch" how? HOW?! SHOULD I FUCKING ACT WHEN I NEVER DATED ANYONE BEFORE U EXPECT ME TO BE PERFECT TO BE SOMEONE U CAN LOVE WHEN I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT LOVE ABOUT BEING APPRECIATED!
We were changed to be someone else when we we're mentally asking and crying for help
I was hurt I was broke for a short time I'm life and yet I'm still here crying because I finnaly know what it means to say "I love u" I may not know much but I'm 15 u can't expect someone to tell u what love is
people date find out they are not the right person for them
We all expect the best in people
I've tried so hard to keep myself together I felt like I was trapped in tape I couldn't move I was always uncomfortable I couldn't just say "oh I have issues" I can't because Everytime I say something they talk about with someone I have trust issues
Have u ever told yourself why that person was always happy why she always smiled it was because she was hurt
She knew for a fact that one day her friends would leave me
And I think that's the best thing that has ever come in life
Leaving....
So I feel as though the only way to leave is to just confront my friends
Tell me why the hell my friend who met this year cared for me was there for me as I am with her it breaks my heart to know I can't be there for people cause I can't help pick up pieces
My friends been heartbroken but what about me you've told people to not date me because I'm "crazy" atleast I'm not fake atleast I'm fucking there for people to tell them things
And then all of a sudden they take it for granted
Just know that people who are always happy have issues too they just keep it hidden because they know they would be left there watching people talk to each other and she will only be known as a memory
Fell in love with someone
My friend liked them and started dating them
Doesn't like person anymore
Has class with my ex-crush
Falls in love with them
Heart broken because they consider u only as friend
Looks at them being happy while being extremely sad
Hi I'm Xander and this is how I fell in love and got heartbroken
(All around me are familiar faces worn out faces)
♡♡♡☆☆☆If someone killed you I wouldn't be at your grave I'd be in jail for killing the person that killed you
We are true friends
Send this to 15 people you care about including me if u care
I want you to know your an amazing beautiful intelligent friend
Till death/forever
If I dont get it back I understand
If u get 3 back you are very loved
No one knows how important something is until they lose it
From 1am to 2am be ready for the shock of your life
With love send this to 15 people
My friend told me to pass it on
If you copy and paste this, next year will be lucky for u
Good luck :3☆☆☆♡♡♡
@-_King_of_sweets_- sorry dude I haven't been paying attention to most messages cause of school and I've been staying up late cause of reasons
Hey guys what's up so I've been having a problem with this girl who is supposed to be my "friend" because she is saying how I'm not doing my work and how lazy I am for being on my phone and I swear if she keeps saying that stuff I'm going to show her I can do better that she can ever get I know it sounds cocky but you don't mess with a person that knows her stuff anywho have a wonderful day bye people of the internet
Hey guys so I realised something important and I found out my friend has a boyfriend/girlfriend so I'm going to go cry in the corner because she's ignoring me now sometimes she will check in but now I feel forgotten or abandoned I knew this was going to happen
please don't leave me I need u
Why is love so mean to me
1 second your talking with someone you know
And the next second they laugh and u start thinking how you could have met an angel with an adorable laugh and then u get there number start texting them and the a year or two you text them and then they left u on read and soon enough u found out that, that exact same person u fell in love with was straight and had a boyfriend that u knew who was an old friend of yours I'm tired of them not making time for me and leaving in the past
HAPPY BIRTHDAY =-= HEHE
Uwu 26 more days
If u don't know go check a old message I posted on the 29th
Good luck UWU
