I am so grateful that you are in a better place but I am seriously sitting here having a breakdown because I know I won’t ever be able to re-read the fic that has helped me so much in that time. Kingslayer. I was searching everywhere for it and now seeing this I am seriously devastated. I am not even into dsmp anymore and dislike most of the creators I once idolized, however this story kind of formed me if that makes sense. It seriously hurts because I am slowly forgetting what it was about. If there is any chance you could maybe (at some point) re-upload the fics if you are ready, I and so many people would be so grateful.
Much love^