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Okay so......I'm really upset at the moment because I had a fight with my three closests friends recently because they keep leaving me out of stuff and not inviting me to stuff (one that I've known longer than the others didn't invite me to her birthday). We made up, they told me they were sorry, and would hang out with me. I went on insta this morning, and I saw they had all been horse riding. Without. Me. I mean honestly what the fuck they apologised and now they're doing it even more?!?!?! I have a shitty ass situation at home and I'm starting to wonder if they ever considered me a friend. What's worse is that since I'm dubbed "weird" at school, a lot of people believe rumors and stuff spread about me, and I have legit 0% chance of getting friends.
Sometimes I feel like I'm the only person who is actually decent in that school. FUCK. I'm sorry to rant I just had no-one else to turn to but you guys....