~so fucking done with you~

I can't anymore with life it's eating away at me like there is no tomorrow I have no will to do anything anymore I don't want to eat I don't want to sleep. Do any of the things used to love. I feel like I'm just a fucking a slut that hurts the people around her. I feel like I push people away by saying the wrong thing  so close to ending my life that it's almost all I can think about when I'm alone..................... please listen to my silent call for help someone

Hey if anyone that follows me sees this I need help I'm trapped in swirling mess of guilt and sadness I may seem happy don't be fooled. I someone to cradle me and don't let me act strong please............. help

Hello people in recent events I am planning a story if the first chapter is not posted in 2 weeks get on my case hard