MAD DOG

I don't know what to do I didn't had a second thought , every moment I spent without her my mind composed it with her and showed me a reel .
          I am addicted towards her, though she wasn't part of my life ,she wasn't ever , she don't want that, but my imagination and illustrations are too strong to believe that. waiting for her to come to me like a kid who lost his shoes in deep sea, waiting to come back to him with  Waves.. but sadly Wave's took em to another shore's to a person who is collecting garbage .. and the kids valuable shoe became a  much less valued garbage ...she doesn't even realized that. Because she was so busy enjoying the journey with Wave's..

It's life which is taking me away from life .. i believed they are mine but they are not .. it's hurting  but deep down there is a feeling which satisfying me don't know what to call it is it realisation or understanding the world .. this world isn't the world I belong to .. this is not that. Here nobody wants anybody .. people pretend to satisfy needs .. feelings doesn't count .. those are just emotional blackmail s .. it can be. Anyone .. from anywhere it's just a play .. want to run away .. but to where .. it's just looks like somebody tied me with an infinity rope .. I'm just walking to find the end to untie myself but it's a infinity rope .. I'm getting tired ..as days are passing .. there is no conclusion... There is no end ...
          Feels like need to bury down deep in the nature away from this world .. away from people ...away from emotions .. emotions ? Does they are real .. never mind ... It's isn't peaceful anymore .. heart says go .. just go there where no one find you before the person sees you who tied with you infinity rope

Happy Birthday @doggmad ! Hope you have a nice time today and for the rest of your life.
          Today I'm going around wishing people on their birthday and following them to make them happy. Trust me I know how your face lights up seeing that notification and I want to give you that happiness. 
          
          Xoxoxo
          Regards, 
          Jiya C

Hi. Sorry for not getting back to you for awhile. I've been trying to copy the text of the story so I can go over it for you, but I can't figure out how.  Do you know of any way to do this? 

love is the love which is came from love

9 th part is out.......

life is really painful ,i never realized untill i was with you

i am not me when  i am with me  ,i am me when i am with you

love  is that music which my heart plays for you ,you were my one and only listner when i play it, but were i will carry my music  when you refused to listen it

hell is the hell which i created by overthinking like hell