I feel like crying. This stay at home things just make me anxious when I lack of interaction with my friends. I never felt this way before. Plus, I need to catch up with some school stuffs and my parents decided to interfere with. Tbh, I'm not that secretive type of person. It just we don't really communicate about school and my personal life. I'm just all by myself and I'm not really comfortable to open up. This started when my teacher decided to post about my progression in the parents groups and my father freaking notice it. He decided to ask my mom to keep an eye on my progression like I'm not making any and I'm not really okayyy with everything that's going on. Don't get the wrong idea, they are not mean or anything. It just I'm not that comfortable and my mental is surely exhausted. Sometimes, I wish I didn't choose this school. Like everything so hard and I'm in my third year behave like a fresh meat. I bet my juniors did better than I did. Thanks for hearing my rant. Nothing REALLY serious. Im just not im my best state of mind and I know for fact Im not enjoying what I do.
