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when does it get better because it’s been like this for 2 years

how would you guys recommend i tell one of my male friends i’m suicidal 

i feel kind of sick to my stomach. i’m so ready to break up with my girlfriend because of how it feels right now and has been feeling for so long. i feel like i just used her. i don’t know. i honestly did want to be with her and i thought i loved her. . . for a while. it feels like i want to slip in to my own hole and be alone, but i can’t because i have this thing keeping me above the surface of my depression. 
          
          i don’t think that makes since. i want to slip away, but she keeps me holding on and it will be better for me to slip. i want •her• to break up with •me•. every time i’ve broken up with her (twice) i miss her and want to get back together. but i just can’t. so let me slip away. let me fall into my hole. i’ll crawl back out in the spring. but right now, i’m so fucked up with sad that i can’t. and at the same time, somehow i hope she never sees this. 

You made me laugh :v

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So. Bored. Guys. Halp. Meh. Ok. I’ll. Stop. Being. Annoying. Now.