@dolantwindreamer you don't have to apologize it's ok and thats a fact we or most likely me have been waiting for so long but its worth it and if you, like you said mental illness is getting worse and my opinion is that you need to take rest, deal with your mental illness first before us because your health means so much more than updating your book for us. But if thats what you want, updatung for us, do it but be careful. I love you and think of wat I said. Maybe you can make a schedule? So you won't feel pressured. Love you too❤❤