Septiplertrash

Merry Christmas!!!
          
          and Happy Holidays if you don't celebrate that!

I've been watching all the rewinds lately and Mark in 2015 just
          ❤❤( ͡͡ ° ͜ ʖ ͡ °)
          But 2016, especially behind the scenes, got me likeee
          ( ͡~ ͜ʖ ͡°)( ͡o ͜ʖ ͡o)( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡ - )(◕‿◕✿)＼(￣▽￣)/~noice~
          
          I'm so woke.
          
          in other news I haven't done any physics hw in the past 3 weeks, i heard my english teacher was roasting my paper b/c it was so bad, and there's some dumb sophomore complaining about AP Chem blaming the teacher for her confusion about some hw that she wanted extra  credit for, even though we had 3 WEEKS to do it and she barely started the day before the deadline.!!!. She said when she asked him for help he said he was busy (he was going to his DAUGHTER'S dance recital), I guess you were 'busy' too for the first two freaking weeks! Like complain when you actually try.
          the teacher is like my fave but if i said something I knew they would turn on me and i'm a weak spaghetti meatball.
          I really hope he goes through with the plan to drop the kids that won't try. He's always in a bad mood with them and they don't respect him, I hate that.
          
          
          Anyways, how are you?

Alright, alright. I have some time and motivation to write stuff. However, that may not be published until another time and my only other story shall be put on hold. I  just had another idea for a story that I think would work better as septiplier. So going against what my other previously decided to be septiplier idea, it will be changed to Amyplier to compensate for this new idea. Sooooo, I'll get right to work and maybe start posting closer to the holidays!
          :)

That moment when you legiterally have hundreds of stories to read but have no time... I hate myself ;-;

hey... look who's alive after not putting anything up in 2 weeks...
          
          I am so sorry, I don't really know if anyone cares, everything I write is garbage anyway. I've just been so stressed and one of my teachers talked to me in the hall twice because I seemed very upset and he was worried. I was fine, but now that he feels like he needs to intervene upset me, I don't like it when people feel obligated to help me, I don't like when people in my life, that I have to see everyday, remember how low on the pity scale I can go. I feel weak when I cry, I don't want others to think that I can't handle things. I was upset because I was retaking a chem mc exam, that I got a 113 on btw, in hopes of getting a better score. And I just felt so guilty because I didn't understand a thing and I just felt so bad, I felt like a failure. I always take tests feeling unsure about myself, but this time it was just EXCESSIVE.
          I was put off by my own unhappiness that I did the reasonable thing.
          Take an online test. I know those things can't be trusted but it was worth a shot. I actually got severe stress, severe depression, and severe anxiety. I can understand the stress and anxiety but the depression. Maybe I'm not educated enough but I don't think depression is the right word for my unhappiness. Yes, I do feel like I haven't been laughing enough and I've become more easily upset by things and I have cried a lot more, lost interest in things and sometimes I feel hopelessness, but I don't have suicidal thoughts. I know depression isn't all about killing yourself, and I may be making a bigger issue but it seems too excessive.
          Anyways, now that my rant is over, I'll try to get something up soon, maybe not today or this week, I'm just not feeling the story right now. It started out kind of forced to begin with but I did enjoy writing it. I just feel like giving all my terrible ideas away to people who can do a much better job. But I'll try, I just need some motivation and time.
          
          please be happy<3

Just a quick thank you! I now have 1000 reads on a trashy book, never thought I'd get 100 reads or even any followers from it. I'm so touched right now, especially since I had such an anxiety filled day. Love you all, I'm glad you've enjoyed my stories, I'm just so touched and happy. And I'm still a bit emotional from watching Markiplier's video, it was beautiful ;-;
          
          thank you, I don't deserve any of this❤️

My current jam is crybaby by Melanie Martinez 
          
          
          sike!
          
          The whole f*cking album is my jam!
          
          You thought it was one song... pfft loser
          
          Get on my level, where no one goes to your pity party...;-;

Just a question, um, so I have an idea for a septiplier story that could totally work for Amyplier. I won't really focus on the story until probably around Christmas time, but it'd be great to be able to write out the plot ahead of time. So are you guys more interested in Amyplier or Septiplier? Thank you for your thoughts!

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          How does one of my stories have 600 reads?!?? Maybe I should publish those messed up chapters as a thankyou?!? Nah, that's more like a punishment, why haven't I deleted them? Why would I ever have people read those awful things, my stories are bad enough.

Ugh, I legiterally spent all day thinking of another (awful), obviously septiplier related, one-shot and I forgot it. I had it all planned out and I forgot it! What is wrong with me?
          I needed to rant about it a bit because I'm just so upset and I didn't write anything down! Uuuuggggggggghhhhhhhhh