𝓚𝓪𝔂𝓸 🤍

Don’t call me Rudi anymore. That name sorta brings back what just happened with me and that girl. So if you can, please call me Kayo , that’ll be my name for now, unless I want to be called something else. Thanks ^_^ 

I'm dearly sorry for talking about suic!de. I was immature. I truly was. I didn't know how to handle boundaries. I knew that. I don't mind if you hate me for what I did. I knew people didn't like talking about it but I didn't respect people rules nor boundaries. But, now by losing people I finally understand. I shouldn't have been talking about all of that stupid shit when it can also make people feel the same. I'm sorry for causing everyone agony and pain. I don't want to sound like that person who is just gonna say 'I'm DeArLy SoRrY.. it WaS mY fAuLt... I wanna say I'm actually sorry. It isn’t a lie or anything. I was a shitty person. I’m probably still am. But, all I wanted to say is that, I will respect your boundaries and rules. I don’t want you to think that I hate you or that you think I want you to be in pain. I don’t. 

how the hell did I come back after a week and find out I got kicked out from my favorite server and people saying I committed WHAT.