If your heart is heavy,know that,its okay,
Its okay if you’re lying on your bed right now, staring blankly at the ceiling and about to cry.For the past years all you’ve ever tried to is figure out how you’ll go about your life. It seems as though everyone all around has figured it out,is racing past,you’re left behind in a race you don’t even know how to run, you’re just trying to walk, one step at a time, trying not to fall, not to fail.you think you’re already doing it right and then for whatever reason, something comes up and you start to blame yourself for it.You know you should have done better,you should have handled it differently, but again, of course you didn’t think that you didn’t.I know you’re just scared. You’re scared because you think you’re never good enough. You’re scared because you see others your age doing well and you feel you’re not even half as good.You’re scared what others will say about you.You’re afraid of failing again and again and again You’re afraid that once they see hoe much of a failure you are, people will start to leave , even those who once believed in you. You’re scared and I understand.But let me tell you this. You will make it. I swear, you will. So if you feel like crying right now, its okay.Go ahead and cry.I know this feels like an endless cycle of vicious mess at this moment. But hey, everyone messes up sometimes.So love,it is okay to feel lost.Because I know you’ll eventually find your way out.Its okay if right now you feel like you’re not the person you’re supposed to be,because I know that you’ll figure it out one day.It’s okay if you feel like you’ve failed yourself and the people you love a lot of time already.One day, after all the tries and failures and cries, you’ll finally make it and you’ll see that people who never lost their faith in you. So it is at this point,im asking you to not give up-NEVER.Your heart may feel heavy right nw and your mind may have thousands of thoughts inside. But you have to keep going.
