It feels like I’m never going to be how I want or how the society wants me to be, skinny, perfect face, perfect shape.
It feels like I’m trapped in my own damn mind, I can’t get away of my thoughts, so I just sit there in a corner watching myself screaming at me “You’ll never be good enough”. Why do I do this to myself?
I know I have to beat this demon, she can’t win, I can’t do this to myself, I am more of what she says I am and I know that for fact, but sometimes it feels like she’s right about it, I am nothing. But I’ll try to fight her, no matter what.
