I feel like a swam like you know thst myth where the swan only has one love and when their swan lover dies they fly up and kill themselfs? I feel like that but its different because hes not dead and i wont kill myself but it feels like im going to die of a broken heart. It is so tiring knowing i get attacked to one person and know all i think about is that one person.
Call me pathethic just pass the gun atp.