리노 야~

It supposed to be just me on this road
          Untill Your voice appear after a moment 
          like a sound I’ve longing since the last time 
          I tossed my head back 
          After years it’s you again
          
          I thought I’d be fine because it’s been awhile 
          But at the moment our eyes lock, It feel like a first time
          That’s when I remember all the memories again 
          Slowly whispering to my self how this feeling feels so familiar to me 
          The warmth of flattering heart that appeal to my sense
          As I past you for the first time when I’m so much taller than you 
          As I continue watch you by corridor on the second floor until the end of the time
          That’s when I told you, how I wish I’ve known you much earlier while I hold your little hand
          
          “At the same spot and hour, let’s meet again in another life”

while we still kids, we play so much together with others 
          run, cycle, listen and laugh 
          
          you're one year younger 
          beautiful and pure
          the atmosphere around my world light up when you're in the frame
          it's slowly grow and i want to change for better
          so i did
          
          when we getting older 
          you're still learning 
          just at different schools 
          and then somehow we connect again
          
          i can't face you, my eyes can't land my visions on you
          i would look away when you're closer 
          and day later I make you a mashed potatoes 
          still, my sister delivered to you
          
          after you've gone missing again, 
          when months hitting August 
          you back again.
          what I'm gonna do
          i just so in love with you 
          i was happy. so happy that i almost break it
          i still ruin, but can i still change 
          for you i would and i don't care any changes on me
          i couldn't hold it that i told you that i admire you 
          know that i like you, and wanted to said that i love you.
          i can't picture you somewhere else
          with other.
          i know what's right before i can't accept it
          but who knows we Will never make it together to September.
          
          
          it's November 3 today and I'm still not over you. after crying over a favorite song of yours, i cried myself to sleep again.
          
          i hope i never know about this feeling

it's raining, i love it :p
          
          hope you enjoy it as much as i do~

a cold play by the kid laroi

hewwo:)

i listen to dave alot these day, i just like it so much 

No dinner no dinner no dinner 
          
          Wake up from sleep and immediately ordered double cheeseburgers 
          
          

Hi it's 5:12 am here
          
          I’m awake at 3 something in the am, got the coffee that I left with the dim light I forgot to turn off on the table. I just realised somehow I'm getting where I used to pray back few years ago. I never thought it would come true. Now I believe just because it takes time, doesn't mean no one listen.
          
          I'm so grateful for this life, for the family I have and the people I met. Bad things do happened but I learn a lot, for some I still don't figure it out.
          
          While I'm still wake up everyday, I want to cherish everything and be a better version of me in each day living this life.
          

How you doing?
          
          I miss the old day…
          By the way it’s so cold nowadays 
          
          Stay warm and don’t get sick
          
          I love you 

I’m back