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PSA! I will be editing through most of the content that I have made on this account, so don't panic if you get a lot of spam from that, lmao.
          
          - cai <3

the first oneshot of the tododeku book, and the second of the bnha book is out now! :)

the first oneshot in both the bnha book and the kiribaku book is out now, as well as the second chapter of "sincerely, midoriya." !

the first chapter of "sincerely, midoriya." is out now!! updates will be posted as i write them :)

psa! i’m reviving this accident of an account with the help of one of my friends, and let me just put this out there before someone asks-
          
          i am not in the undertale fandom anymore. the idea of any sanscest ships doesn’t appeal to me anymore, lmao. obviously, i still love the game! but my want to be part of the fandom has pretty much died two years ago. my sanscest oneshot books will stay perfectly intact. however-!
          
          we’re writing boku no hero academia fics! both full fics and oneshots, so take your pick! requests WILL be open for oneshots, and we’ll do any ship we’re comfortable with! (personally we both love tododeku and kiribaku, so these will probably get done faster than others, lmao)
          
          we have one full fic in the making, and some oneshots are already finished and ready to publish :)
          
          thanks for staying with me!
          
          love,
          cai

super short q&a for all of y’all who pm me 
          
          q- are you still going to make sanscest oneshots?
          
          a- nah, i’m not as into it anymore, unfortunately. i’m kinda just focusing on my own mental and physical health for now, especially with how busy i am
          
          q- are you still in the undertale fandom?
          
          a- not nearly as much as before, but i still heavily appreciate the work toby fox has done :)
          
          q- are you going to finish all your drafts?
          
          a- maybe over the summer i’ll get back into it, but for now i’m just thinking of wrapping everything up in a nice bow and leaving it be 
          
          q- have you played deltarune?!!
          
          a- ofc!! why wouldn’t i?!
          
          q- are you going to make deltarune oneshots?
          
          a- probably not, i don’t have that much motivation and passion for deltarune to do that. maybe if toby releases another chapter?
          
          —some random questions i got—
          
          q- “are you single? ;)”
          
          a- i’m flattered, but no thank you, i’m not looking for someone atm
          
          q- who’s your main in overwatch?
          
          a- i didn’t even have overwatch when this was sent to me, but i do now!! currently i’m sticking to pharah and moira because i’m new (and i suck! haha)
          
          q- who’s the special someone in your bio?
          
          a- that “special someone” and i have been broken up for a while, actually? when this person sent this we were still together, which is odd to think about
          
          q- who’s your favorite character in undertale/deltarune?
          
          a- toriel and ralsei!
          
          q- what’s your favorite vocaloid song?
          
          a- po-ppi-po-ppi-po-ppo-ppi-po-
          
          jk my favorite song at the moment is matryoshka! lmao
          
          
          and that’s all for now! *finger guns*

i really want someone to just tell me i’m a half-decent human being rn? no particular reason, just really tired and need a hug. i’d ask, but that’s kind of an awkward thing to ask for haha

"how about you ask for help this time?" they asked. their dark button eyes stared me down, but i didn't say a word. "why, cai?" they cocked their head to the side in an inquisitive gesture, another frown of disappointment permanently sewn into their cheeks. "cai." i finally sat up. "i've asked too many times. i can deal with it this time. i'll just lie. i'll hide it. i'll overwork myself to fill the gaps.  i'm plenty good at doing that." i held the needle between my fingers, and the short length of thread tangled into my hands. the needle hurts more than the seam ripper ever could. "i don't quite know how to sew," i whispered under my breath, ripping more seams with the needle instead of sewing them back together. i hold them together, but the rips continue to leak my gushing colors.

“i don’t know what to think,” i gasped, my voice cracking and throat sore. my eyes are so glassy everything is blurry as the events leading up to this moment. “this isn’t safe,” i stammered to myself, while feeding lies to the simulacrum that stared at me. he stares. they stare. both have a look sewn on their faces, in multiple shades of disappointment and disgust. there are button eyes in one, dark as pitch, the other with eyes the color of both torrential waves and calm oceans in a mix. i love one, and despise the other. the blood beads up at my cuts, and i don’t quite have enough thread to sew up the ripped seams gushing all my colors. “why?” i whimper, sitting on my bed, staring at fairy lights and glaring at spots in my eyes. i clutched the needle and the seam ripper, one in each hand, and didn’t quite choose.