everytime i come back to wattpad, it's mostly just to bring back nostalgia of how toxic and manipulative i was and be reminded of how i was a horrible person.

that being said, i have some long-overdue apologies to make.

Laith (or Max), i'm sorry for getting overdramatic over the smallest things whenever we spoke, especially when i kept muting you and your sister over nothing. i'm sorry for faking my suicide (seriously, why the hell did i do that???) and making you think i was dead. i'm sorry for lying about many things such as not remembering you or making a separate account disguised as "my older sister." i'm not sure why you still consider me a friend after all this time, but that still gives me a little hope that i can change for the better.

Craftania, i'm sorry for... literally everything. i'm sorry for making you quit wattpad several times and hurting you. i'm sorry for muting you for different opinions on ships. i'm just so sorry for all the horrible things I've done do you and your brother. i don't know what you're up to nowadays, but i hope that you're living the best days of your life. both you and max.

Nexus, i'm sorry for framing you. i'm sorry for making my friends think you hacked my account and were harassing me. i don't even remember why i did that, but i regret doing it regardless. again, i'm sorry and i hope life has been better for you.

Joshua... i'm so sorry for everything too. i'm sorry for making you feel terrible and making you delete all of your social media. i feel selfish for everything I've said to you, i kept messaging you to come back before i realized you prob never will. and you know what? that's for the best... as long as you're happy now with your life, then i'm happy. i miss you, and your silly but cool drawings on deviantart. take care.

that's all i can remember. i'm not sure who else i need to apologize to, but if there's anyone i forgot, i'm sorry.