@doubela
Saya sudah memaafkan dan berdamai dengan masa lalu. Saya cukup sadar tidak semua harus berakhir baik. Sekarang lagi menikmati waktu untuk diri sendiri.
Tetapi jauh di dalam sana, saya takut untuk tidak tertarik lagi. Saya cenderung tidak perduli dengan hubungan dan perasaan. Saya takut menjadi "heartless" dan akan berakhir sendirian. Saya takut.
Feelings dont just "go away".
Think time will heal you? No, it doesn't.
You just learn to live with it.
Gaada lagi biru, gaada lagi warna.
Aku tanpa kamu gelap gulita.
Minggir kelean para lelaki, gua gay!
Hehe.. soon. Baik2 disana yak
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Ehem, goin' strong. See you love, in our 2nd anniversary later. :-P
Hi beautiful.. You look stunning in that blue dress that the last time you wear when we met. Have you notice it yet? How speechless I am? How proud I am?
You are one of a kind. Smart, sassy, funny, the most educated human being I've ever met. Don't forget how scary you are when you got angry, but in the same time you look kinda stunning when you angry. Hehe
Have I told you that you have a beautiful heart? Have I? If I haven't, than I told you now. You, Biru, are a person with so many great qualities. Of course you're flawed. But those flaws, scars that you've had doesn't make you less. Doesn't make me scared, it makes me wanna appreceates you more. Cause those things build a person who you are now.
A person that I adore so much. I'm no poet, or a Romantic person. This is the truth. Whatever comes ahead, I'll be on your side. Even when you hate me, I'll be on your side. Always.
@MulberryN wkwk aku baru ngeh juga. :-D Udah 3 hari lalu And you makes me happier by just smile and breathing comfortable. It's an honorable thing to be yours. Hehe
@MulberryN what did i do to deserve you? You believing in me, making me happy everyday. And you always by my side and accepting that i was such a mess. You don't know how much this means to me. Cause youre pecious and im so lucky to have you. Thankyou so much.
It hurts. Even this is what i want, dont know why im so sad. Its killing me to see you go but too late to turn back now. I deserve this, really dont worry i will be fine.