Are you ever just like...gone? Like you haven't exactly "zoned out" because you're aware of your surroundings but you feel invisible but not the bad kind of invisible that makes people depressed just like you feel like you're not there even though you know you are but it's not because people are mean to you, in fact, you could be the most popular kid and still feel this, where you're just living freely, but just for a few moments, and then you're back to life? It's hard to explain, who knows what I'm talking about?