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All in all, thank you so much to the people who showed me through reads, votes and comments that I had something worth expressing to the world. I started this as a way to soothe myself and it became something bigger. I can never thank you guys enough for showing me what I can potentially offer to the world, even if it's fanfics. And thank you, for all of y'all who like Aza, b/c part of her characterization (being a sore loser, mental health and abuse) is a reflection of myself. I've literally talked in therapy about how it's helped me see myself through an outsider's POV b/c I'm typically someone who blames myself for feeling any emotion. So sorry, I'm feeling a little emotional but this is a point I never ever though I'd cross. I hope y'all could see yourselves in Aza, too, in a way.

I've struggled with mental health (at this point) the majority of my life. I'm currently in an IOP (intensive outpatient plan), and still I never ever thought my story could've reached this level. Thank you so much to anyone who's read Aza's story. She's based off of me (or more accurately, me from 6 years ago) and honestly it's sometimes hard to write her story because have to re-channel that energy. I want to write a story with someone who I feel connected to, and also I can't push myself too much and upset myself again. But I'm so incredibly thankful that so many of you felt connected to Aza's story and kept reading. Thank you so much for the support, and once I finish Aza's story I'd hope to rewrite it because I've learned a lot from writing her story. All in all, thank you all so much. I never thought this would be a bigger story, it was mostly for me to channel my emotions.

Also, I’m working on the next chapter for Kaleidoscope eyes but I’ve been struggling w/ figuring out if Aurora’s story is ending or if I’ll continue it. If y’all have any ideas I’m all ears. I’m sorry, again. My mental health hasn’t been the best recently and I’ve been spending a lot of time in therapy lol — but we’ve been talking about how I can more consistently write bc I love it so I’m hoping I’ll be able to create a better schedule :) ty to everyone who’s read my stories and supported me. I never thought my stories would be this popular and it’s still mind blowing to me

New chapter for Phobophobia up now :) I’m sorry it’s taken so long, my mental health took a lil nosedive and I was struggling to write but I’m getting back into the swing of things. I’m planning on making a writing schedule so I don’t overwhelm myself but can be more consistent bc I love writing but I’m a perfectionist and tend to avoid things bc I’m worried it won’t be up to my standards

Girl please tell me the writer's curse hasn't befallen you!!! I love ur writing so so so much!!!

Next chapter of phobophobia is up :) and I’m working on a possibly new fanfic (a different fandom) and the next chapter of Kaleidoscope Eyes and Sing, O Muse :)

The newest chapter of Phobophobia is up and I’m working on the next chapter of Kaleidoscope Eyes rn :)

The next chapter of Phobophobia will be up later today :)) I’m editing it rn

Phobophobia is somehow #3 in the Percy Jackson tag. I genuinely can’t believe it. And, Kaleidoscope Eyes is #1 in the olympians tag. I don’t even know how to process that. Thank you so much to everyone who’s read my fics. I never would’ve guessed people would actually read them as much as they did. This made my whole week — thank y’all so, so much!!

Next chapter in Phobophobia is up :) we're getting towards the end which is pretty bittersweet because I've loved writing this story -- and thank y'all so much for reading it. I never could've imagined it would be as popular as it is and I'm so happy you guys have enjoyed Aza's story as much as I've enjoyed writing it. I'm also going to be going back and re-editing every chapter so keep an eye out for that :) I'm a much better writer than I was when I first started her story