drac_hoe

I started a new book w my philosophical writings. It will have a mixture of my essays and of general writings I’ve done. I’m fairly proud of it. If you’re interested, take a look and lmk what yall think :) I’m always happy to hear responses to things like this 

Hi all, would y'all be interested in reading my philosophical writings? I'm working on something new right now, but I have a load of essays I'm fairly proud of. I study Philosophy and English, and have some essays I would be interested in sharing.

TYSM for posting because it's been so long now I have to re-read the entire book. (JUST KIDDING! I do need to re-read the book, but it will be a joy and pleasure. THANK YOU!!!!)

My dearest darling,
          I am so glad the wattpad writers curse has not befallen you. However, I’m still eagerly awaiting my next morsel of Aza. Pls post soon!

All in all, thank you so much to the people who showed me through reads, votes and comments that I had something worth expressing to the world. I started this as a way to soothe myself and it became something bigger. I can never thank you guys enough for showing me what I can potentially offer to the world, even if it's fanfics. And thank you, for all of y'all who like Aza, b/c part of her characterization (being a sore loser, mental health and abuse) is a reflection of myself. I've literally talked in therapy about how it's helped me see myself through an outsider's POV b/c I'm typically someone who blames myself for feeling any emotion. So sorry, I'm feeling a little emotional but this is a point I never ever though I'd cross. I hope y'all could see yourselves in Aza, too, in a way.

I've struggled with mental health (at this point) the majority of my life. I'm currently in an IOP (intensive outpatient plan), and still I never ever thought my story could've reached this level. Thank you so much to anyone who's read Aza's story. She's based off of me (or more accurately, me from 6 years ago) and honestly it's sometimes hard to write her story because have to re-channel that energy. I want to write a story with someone who I feel connected to, and also I can't push myself too much and upset myself again. But I'm so incredibly thankful that so many of you felt connected to Aza's story and kept reading. Thank you so much for the support, and once I finish Aza's story I'd hope to rewrite it because I've learned a lot from writing her story. All in all, thank you all so much. I never thought this would be a bigger story, it was mostly for me to channel my emotions.

Also, I’m working on the next chapter for Kaleidoscope eyes but I’ve been struggling w/ figuring out if Aurora’s story is ending or if I’ll continue it. If y’all have any ideas I’m all ears. I’m sorry, again. My mental health hasn’t been the best recently and I’ve been spending a lot of time in therapy lol — but we’ve been talking about how I can more consistently write bc I love it so I’m hoping I’ll be able to create a better schedule :) ty to everyone who’s read my stories and supported me. I never thought my stories would be this popular and it’s still mind blowing to me

New chapter for Phobophobia up now :) I’m sorry it’s taken so long, my mental health took a lil nosedive and I was struggling to write but I’m getting back into the swing of things. I’m planning on making a writing schedule so I don’t overwhelm myself but can be more consistent bc I love writing but I’m a perfectionist and tend to avoid things bc I’m worried it won’t be up to my standards

Girl please tell me the writer's curse hasn't befallen you!!! I love ur writing so so so much!!!

Next chapter of phobophobia is up :) and I’m working on a possibly new fanfic (a different fandom) and the next chapter of Kaleidoscope Eyes and Sing, O Muse :)