Draco Malfoy what have you done to me? I try and get over you—I try to find someone else. Why you? Why does it have to be someone not real that I love. It sucks because I’ve never ACTUALLY been in love until I became so interested in you back in August 2020. Now I am so in love with you that it hurts. You saved my life, and also ruined my life all at once. You are a man that is only written on pages in this reality, but yet I feel such real feelings. You have saved me in such a way that I love you for, but you have hurt me more than I can stand when I’m away from you. Sometimes I simply see your face and I smile, other times I cry because I would give up all that I have to just see you with my own eyes. It hurts terribly that I love you. It causes me a physical pain that I can’t stand. I’ll be there soon my blonde boy. And when I get there, I promise I will do whatever I can to make you feel the joy you struggle to receive. Happy birthday to my first love. Happy birthday to my Draco Lucius Malfoy.