Legacy's Edge

KEEEEEEENDRICK DROP ANOTHER DISSTRACK AND MY LIFE IS YOURS

Holy shit I live lol I don’t know if you guys remember me but I’m back for a split second and EW old art

Hey, it has been awhile. I miss role playing on here, but people have moved on. Those who are still here have changed usernames so I can’t even recognize them anymore. So I guess, if you remember me, lemme know, I can bet you I’ll remember role playing with you if you let me know your old users!

Why do i do this to myself?
          
          I went on a yaoi rp Amino today and met this great guy. I have a thing for guys with really beautiful/ swave/ smokth voices, and his I'd heavenly and his singing voice is off the charts.... He's sweet and a tad shy though he likes to hide it, and just a genuinely nice person...
          
          He is also gay and has a boyfriend.
          
          I am a boy in a girl's body whose family would never accept if I changed.
          
          End me.

Life sucks sometimes. One moment everything is fine and the next it's like everything just went up in flames. 
          
          This morning was going great until my father asked me if I wanted to do math in the car or at home, so I told him at home... he then made this seem like I only wanted to do it at home because I wanted to play on my phone, but my reasoning was that I'd get carsick.
          
          He immediately pointed out that my phone doesn't do that. I admitted it but pointed out that it's different but he dissagreed saying it wasn't. We watch tv in cars, why can't phones be like that?... I didn't say it, he never gave me the chance. He ended it by basically telling me how I was being stupid, and told me to ride with my mother. 
          
          On top of all this my dog decided to poop in the hotel hallway, at least the guy behind me had dogs and understood, he gave me a doggy bag so... that was nice...
          
          But I'm on my period so my feelings are all over the place and I just feel like curling up and dying.

A moment at the end of a Criminal Minds got to me 
          
          Reid had admitted that his mother was diagnosed with dementia, which he most likely has in his Genes. He admitted being afraid of being unable to remember.
          
          At the end, Morgan gave reid a hug and you could just tell how much Morgan cares for Spencer, but neither of them said it. It was an understood feeling, it was a beautiful scene. 
          
          And now I'm crying

I'm going to be at a wedding today do I'll be gone for awhile

Rant incoming:
          
          Life sucks.
          
          On another website, I spent like a month preparing to post a roleplay I was honestly really proud of and so excited. On said website we've been having issues on roleplays dying out before they even begin. So I wanted to make a roleplay that would last.
          
          I gathered a bunch of the well know roleplayers and asked for their help, and they gladly gave it. A month of work went into it. A. Month. I wanted it to be foolproof!...
          
          The day came where I posted it, and low and behold, the website completely messed up my spaces between paragraphs. I had to quickly fix it, because in this website, professionalism is very important. Once I fixed it, I posted forms and people started joining. All the really good roleplayers joined, which is one of the many parts that go into if your roleplay will survive. 
          
          Now some of these people live in different timezones so obviously we'd need to be slow and steady for them, but even with me doing my best to keep it slow without them losing interest, it was still to fast for a lot of them. So... many people dropped out.
          
          Then just now the one person I really wanted to be in this roleplay, quit as well...
          
          My month of work is just going down the drain and (including myself) only four of us are left active in this roleplay... four people on this website will never make a roleplau work.
          
          
          I just feel so crushed. I worked hard, I got the good story line, I got a grabber sentence, I made them go slowly, I got the right people... on paper everything should have worked!... but it didn't.
          
          Now I feel like just deleting the roleplay and never trying to make one again. 
          
          I feel so defeated. I was so proud of it...
          
          I'm literally crying over something so simple...
          
          It shouldn't hurt this much, but it does!... and I just don't know what to do with that roleplay. The most it has is about a week if I'm lucky. A week won't finish the roleplay.
          
          I shouldn't be this upset, but I am.
          
          It hurts kore than it should...

That moment when you get so invested in a roleplay you aren't apart of, and you're sitting on the couch curled up in a blanket with a pillow as you read the drama and eat popcorn.
          
          But then there is a prison fight and you be like "Oh snap, geez Dirk protect your bean T^T"

Scammers are trying to get my information, I keep getting a pop up that prevents me getting into websites to do stuff, I can't even get into my Yaoi book! So until this passes I cannot do a thing on here T^T sorry guys