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Merry spookmas, you spookies, scaries, and skeletons

Making pizza
          
          Pizza dough is a thottie tho 

You ever just want to try again? Wipe the file and restart? No, it’s not that you want to die, and no, it might not be that you regret things THAT much, but you just yearn for a simpler time? 
          
          Sometimes you just want to go out on a walk with a gentle breeze and temperable weather.
          
          You want to sit down in a café with a parfait and not have to listen to everyone around you.
          
          You want to listen to music for hours on and and dissasociate.
          
          But there are too many things that you need to do and not enough time to do them all, so many things you demand of yourself that you don’t dare take that time, and it’s not like it matters, because you’ve already run out of the time you so treasured by arguing with yourself.
          
          So, I suppose, in the end what I really want is time. And I know it’s running out. I don’t know just when the hourglass will be empty, but it’ll be soon, as I sit here, preparing a future I know won’t exist, and setting up milestones I know I won’t get the chance to reach.

I know that everyone wants to save everybody, they want to be a hero to all, but try to keep this in mind;
          
          It’s alright if you only save one person 
          
          And it’s alright if that person is you.

Happy Valentine’s Day doods 

There are a few times when life hits different.
          
          -when you didn’t know that you were cold but then you put on a sweater and it’s nice and warm and safe
          
          -when you use a pet as a pillow
          
          -midnight drives in the midst of summer with the wind blowing through your hair, bonus points if you aren’t actually going anywhere, just driving 
          
          -the first taste of the crisp outdoor air after leaving the indoor swimming pool
          
          -lying awake when you know you should be asleep, and just watching the stars through a window, or staring at the moons light that filters into the room
          
          -when you realize something so spectacular and so profound 
          
          -anytime in general that you feel validated 
          
          -going without something for so long that when you do have it again you notice every detail, every small thing
          
          -when you lay on your bed, headphones in, listening to music as all grip on reality fades and time itself is nothing, not even a concept
          
          I’m sure that you all have felt SOMETHING like this, even if it’s nothing like that which I’ve listed.

Thanks for the follow