۶ৎ 𝒜𝓇𝓈𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓃⋆.𐙚 ̊

Yes, it’s me in the pfp.

Last monsoon was really something. I broke, healed then broke again. But perhaps this monsoon will bring something else…something new.
          
          

Finally, it’s time to unpublish “because you, my sun” and along with it the existence of “blue” will too come to an end.. 
          
          I made this account when I was at my lowest; draped in blues. But now I’ve found love finally. Not the romantic one (yet) but so many platonic relationships that mean the world to me. (especially my 3 most favourite people) I’m no longer alone. So yes, a bit dramatic but this account has reached its end. Goodbye.

Have you ever liked someone helplessly but stopped yourself because they’re too bright for your darkness? 

Just realising today how much I love my boy bestie, like one half hearted reply from him made me cry like crazy T-T we had this huge ahh conversation with huge ahh long messages until 2:30am and it was literally just both of us crying about how much we aren’t deserving of each other. Also begging each other to not leave or get tired. We made up tho. I believe conflicts make relationships stronger, 

It sucks so much when you write a poem for someone and they say "the poem is so good" instead of "thank you this made me so happy" I'm crying so hard and it's all my fault. This is the curse of being a writer. Being a kind of person who does extra for the people they love without being asked to. What am I supposed to say? "I'm crying like hell because you didn't thank me for the roses I arrange specially for you each day without you ever asking me to do it"  

New poem is published and just so you know it’s good;)

My finals are starting from 2nd march rip 

I’m socially dead y’all sorry for not replying to anyone T-T

I’m going update everyday lmao this message board is my diary