Weirdo

I'm fucking tired

I'm so overwhelmingly sad and I have no one to speak to so I'm just gonna put this here. I really hope my future self will come back and see this message and say "you're fine now" but I don't blame myself if I don't or can't.

Am I weird if I get all excited over my characters having their first kiss? Even though I'm the one who's making them kiss? ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
          
          I go full in like, "Oh my god, oh my god, yesssss!! Finally!!!" Lmao- 

Today I did my first vote as an adult and I felt like I lost my virginity lmao-

It's just better when I'm sad 
          For when I'm happy, I'm not as ease
          'Cause it doesn't feel like home
          But when I'm sad, even though I'm not at peace
          It feels like home

I fuck!ng had an exam tomorrow and I misunderstood I had it today, came to the exam centre and later checked the time table for realisation  
          Pulled an all nighter and slept for around one and a half an hour just before three hours of exam (that I thought I had)
          But thankfully I get another day for preparation
          (This is the second time I don't check the date of exam properly  Wtf is wrong with me ☠️?)

To be in love, one must have the courage to get hurt by their loved ones
          
          And I'm a coward

And when I can't speak out why I'm crying, a part of me hopes that they can see my pain through my eyes and comfort me by just sitting by my side in silence.

When will you update??

I just published my first story. Hurray!