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no way chris got his drivers license 

guys why i vented my whole ass here? lmao 

happy 15th bday to me! (i wanna kill myself)

i don’t know what’s wrong with me. i don’t know how to stop it. how ask for help. i’m afraid of myself. these thoughts are bigger and bigger and i can’t help it because this fear is smaller every single day. i feel like i’m in some dark point where i can’t be happy. i can’t be sad. everyone is exhausted of me. and everyone knows what is going on in my head. why they are ignore it? or what i’m except? compassion? support? help? i don’t know how i can help myself. there’s no help for me. i’m tired of giving people signals that i’m not okay. they’re thinking that’s my another depressed phase or smth idk. i don’t blame them. i’d be tired too of myself. and the worst thing is that i still want help. i want it. but i don’t know how. and in the same time i don’t want help. i don’t know anything. the only thing i know is that i can’t do this anymore. i swear on my life i always try but in my eyes i can fly.
          
          better luck next time.

next one shot i’m planning  
          
          4 morant. 
          
          just saying:)

new one shot out rn!

8452 word in new one shot! 

in few days new one shot!

guys you think that i’m ”weird fan” writing about matt x male OC? (please i feel so uncomfortable with Fmale OC)

i can’t explain in words how i love matt sturniolo. it’s not romantic love, its.. love.