Sometimes i'm afraid to be happy because everytime i'm happy something goes wrong and it hurts me
 

 Name: Andraya (but go by the nickname Lily)
Age: 12 years old  
 Birthday: 12 - 22 - 03
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                            I LOVE
   * gymnastics
 * cheer
 * dance
 * karate
 * pulling pranks (never work out as planned but oh well)
* writing (even though i'm not that good )
* Animals 
* Art
* Elephants 
* hikes
* snow                
  
 I HATE
 * strawberries 
* blueberries 
* clowns
* dresses
* the color yellow
* homework
* Reading
* animal  cruelty
* Math   
  *Vegetables 

  I started to see the world as broken when my father died five years back when i was seven years old (i still feel all that pain and brokenness i did when he died)  
Then just a few months ago my mom got married https://youtu.be/BXa2rZaLYsU  and now i have a stepbrother (who gets under my skin)  and two stepsisters(twins who wanted a little sister )  
  
Before i had one older sister and one little brother then i also had another older sister but she got tooken from us which left a whole in my family's heart of joy i don't remember much about her because i was way to young the only thing i do reameberg about her was me sitting in the middle of the room and her telling me that she was going to be the best big sister she could and she wasn't going to let anything happen to me. 
 
So after my mom got married we had to move to make room for everyone the good news is i got my own room. But still stuck with a family of eight and one is on the way.

          The tv shows i LOVE
 * The Flash 
* Supernatural 
* The walking dead
* vampire diaries
* Arrow 
* fuller house



 
 It scary to be alone but it's scarier to know your not

  I'm homeschooled and vegan.

 Life is life and you can't change what happens I learned that the hard way.
         
 
                     Bye to all :)