dreadisdelight

happy december guys

dreadisdelight

hey whoever still checks these! tomorrow itll be 5 years since being on wattpad. crazy, i know. 
          
          wattpad shaped me as a person. when i first got the app, like many others, i was young and depressed. lonely. isolated from a world that was struck with covid-19 and my own mental health battles. 
          
          i think if the girl who spent half an hour coming up with a username (which subconsciously became a falsettos reference) would be proud on how she is now. she's been through hell and back physically and mentally. she still writes and is still a major fan of bobs burgers, friday night dinner and stardew valley (first few fanfics i read). ive met people on here, some who i genuinely speak to every so often and then others who were now just strangers at best. that girl actually is now doing the things she dreamed of doing when she was little in september and should be so proud of herself.
          
          maybe not proud of the fact that she had a fringe at one stage simply by virtue of a guy saying id look good with it. but we all learn stuff, we learnt i have wavy hair. 
          
          i might do a little something tomorrow to celebrate five years of this site
          
          for now? thankyou everyone. you've all shaped me in a way i couldn't particularly fathom

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really odd but does anyone find a character from a show or movie really hot so you sorta know about the character but you don't learn too much as you don't wanna ruin your interpretation of them?
          
          that's me with art donaldson and carmy berzatto