I don’t know if anyone will read this, but im writing it anyways. Its crazy me talking to myself likely but it feels good to do so, i need to do this. Being on here for almost 3 years has changed me a lot and during that time I’ve also learned a lot, i write behind the scenes all the time, ghost reader too.. but ive never posted anything. I have never gotten the courage to publish nor commitment to finish a story. Its hard, because im a constant perfectionist and will edit the hell out of a chapter until it feels robotic as i read, im trying to fix this and i hope i finish something soon but I don’t know if I’ll ever post on here, maybe but for now as i have grown, my story views have changed and i have changed as a person, i dont agree with some of the views i had and me now, feeling uncomfortable now with them and it hurts to take down apart of myself even if I delete the lists, i dont want to do that so i will be leaving this account behind and starting a new account, i dont know if anyone will see this but its kind of like a message to myself of saying goodbye. It hurts especially being apart of me since i was younger. But i know ill be much happier letting go of this account.. maybe ill come back sometime to look at some of the ridiculous and crazy ideas i had in my drafts.. who knows, until next time
