Kei Robinson

"She's abusive" 
          "She's never hit me"
          "She doesn't have to"
           - something my friend told me once that I think about a lot 

I think I'm slowly falling in love with one of my friends. Every "I love you" has more truth in it. But I actually think I'm falling for you.  From playing with your hair in class to your side marks in class that make me laugh too hard. That one time you yelled "baby girl" in class and made my heart melt. Sadly, you're so out of my league :( 

I'm really worried about dreamseeker. I hope to go they dont do what they plan on doing.I love them so much.I don't want to lose them. God, please if you see this, please please please.don't do anything. And maybe Ilove you won't help but please...

Ay. You should post those pics in your book.

So most of my followers go to my school. 
          And here lately a lot of people keep asking me if I'm "okay" and "what's wrong". 
          Well, I'll tell you. A week and a day ago one of my best friends killed himself. My depression has been worse and most nights I cry myself to sleep. I'm not in a good mental state, I'm failing most of my classes, I get in the way of most people, one of my teacher hates me, and apparently missing one minute of class is "skipping." And the time of Halloween, Thanksgiving, and Christmas are supposed to be some of the happiest times of the year, for me they don't seem happy. Christmas is the saddest thing to me, 6 years ago my nince was murdered, 5 years ago was was placed in foster care, 4 years ago my brother went yo prison, 3 years ago I was diagnosed with depression, 2 years ago I was bullied to my breaking point, and just last year, I started cutting, then stopped. Holidays don't feel like holidays anymore, so just so you know, that what's wrong. I try to be happy but myself gets in the way, I distance myself form my closest friends, because I font want to lose them, so if I do...it won't hurt as bad.  So no is the answer to your question. I'm not okay, at all.

Post that pic of Noah in one of your books

HEY GIRL!