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it's called words

hi it's caiah

I have school tomorrow, but none of my friends will bother to text me in the morning like I did for them because they prob won't even remember. I can only think of one who will actually text me, and they aren't from a group

Good luck trying to tell a pessimist to be optimistic. I can't help I feel this way. You know why I'm like this? Maybe if you would've put some thought into it, you would've realized a pessimist is only one because every time they think positively or get their fucking hopes up, they are disappointed, so maybe that's the reason they are always negative? Because every fucking time nothing good happens. So what's the fucking point, huh. That's great that everything good happens in your life, if everything bad happens in your life, don't be mad at me. Keep feeding yourself bullshit that things are going to get better, maybe it will, maybe it won't. But it's my choice to be this way. So stop fucking lying to my face if you're tired of hearing me rant. I always ask you if you're tired of hearing me complain, and every fucking time you say no. Stop playing that "trying to be a good friend" card. Bullshit. If you don't want to hear me talk anymore, fucking say it you hypocrite. Damn stop lying to me. 

EEEEUGHHHHH I hate everyone. Idfc this is a direct message to everyone in the world. 

Just kidding at my last post, but I am pissed at certain people at the moment. Or actually a certain person. Who is in a group. *shrug*. 

I'm going to stop for a while, I don't feel so well with myself and people close and away from me. The book will be on hold. 

So I have decided to come back and write again, so yeah, enjoy everyone. :)