dreamfulwriter

i normally look up to demi, but http://www.mtv.com/news/2165495/demi-lovato-steals-car-singapore/ even if it was a joke, was one of poor taste. probably doesn't help that i hold singapore very close to my heart.

because all that i've ever done is to be there for you, i made my friends forgive you, i stood by you and watched you cry. but then, the one day that i'm not feeling well, that i'm on the verge of bolting out of school and just crying, you see me at my weakest and you shut my locker closed. in a fact, that just finished and ended our friendship. 
          
          i'm tired of being there for people and forgiving and caring about them when no one does that for me,

i hate the fact she gets all my friends with a wave of her hand

maybe it's time for a change.

he stays up past his bedtime, talking to her, but won't do the same for me, yet he's know me since we were 6.

because even if she weighs more than me, talks more than me, gossips more than me, cusses more than me, and has a generally worse attitude than me,  she gets all the attention?

i'm about to publish an essay - revealing all the thoughts that I have contained for the past few weeks; get ready !

probably the toughest things is pretending that it's alright and just keeping the tears in.

today starts the countdown

aren't we all players or pieces in the game of life?