Soul Dreamer

Hello! i know i haven't posted in a while or wrote anything for a couple of years. i am now 22 years old. can you believe that? because i can't to be honest. Life sucks ass, i thought it would be like the movies or the fanfiction we red and /or read and watched through out the years. Almost everything is perfect with a few ups and downs but nothing overly crazy, get married, have kids over the years, get a good job and go on vacations to live your best life. But... i got a divorce, i can't have kids biologically, my job pays decently but works me half to death and my brother just committed suicide a couple of weeks ago... IDK what to do anymore, i feel stuck in a state of constant pain, suffering and depression for the past year. I have my happy moments of course and moments I'm glad to be alive but i want to restart life over with the knowledge i have now you know? Never get married, don't waist your money on anyone but yourself and don't lower your standers for anyone. Love yourself as much as you can because that is the only person you can rely on is yourself.

"I rather die a hero, then live long enough to see myself become the villain.
          Yet, here i am, a villain to my boyfriends family. Taking him away from them, taking him away from his sister... I tried to be the hero, and yet look at what happened, they all hate me.... Maybe I am destined to be the villain all along" - Me

I like your stories, you should definitely check a few of mine out- maybe you'd like a few 

Hey what's upp
          
          

So I just thought of an idea, what if I write a crossover between transformers and Giant Gorg. I have been in love with them both for a while. I'm going to die making it lol, it's going to be complicated. I can already see the pain in doing it lol.

Is it weird that I fall in love with fictional characters more then real people?

Are you going to continue to king boo x reader book?

Going to be a senior this year...so that means my last year of high school. You want to know something, I used to say "omg I cant wait to me a senior and graduate from this hell", but now I'm like, "I'm not ready to go yet, please give me one more year."
          
          Whatever happens, happens and I wish all of you luck as well. Be safe and have fun while you still can, before it's to late.
          

So I was counting how much fanfiction I have posted here on wattpad and I have 171 pages of fanfiction!! Omg that's a lot lol.

hey what is your favorite animal