I found this. I think you should read it :
"Hey you. Stop being unhappy with yourself. You re perfect. Stop wishing you where someone else or wishing people like you like as much as they like someone else. Stop trying to get attention from those who hurt you.  Stop hating your body, your face, your personality, your scars.  Love them. Without those things you wouldn't be you and why would you want to be anybody else? Be confident with who you are.Smile. It'll draw people in. If anybody hates you because you are happy with yourself then you stick your middle finger in the air and say screw it. My happiness will not depend on anybody else.. I am happy because i love who i am. I love my flaws. My mistakes. They make me and 'me' its a beautiful creation."

Currently in college. Trying to find a way.