Sometimes we just speak, because regardless of the details- we simply want to be listened to.
I suppose that’s human. It’s why I could never guilt me, nor you.
… I wish I could go back, often, and say thank you. To the ones nice, the ones mean, and the ones who’s real identity I could never deem.
But I’m this far, walked this long. If I spoke, they wouldn’t likely recall. Question why I’d want to prolong- never understand that to me- that just once, I’d love a little bit of closure.
So, I look down at my needlework instead. Wondering in my head. Wondering when I’ll get the chance to talk and to be listened to, if just for another clear moment in time. A moment close to what I’d consider close to divine.