dreamsfalldown

Funny how you can drown in your thoughts if you’re not careful. But when overthinking, it’s best to take a different perspective. And you’ll see you were never in the water in the first place.
          	
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          	Graduation being impending has me anxious. I won’t lie. But sometimes talking to others has me walking back from a mental ledge. And I can find myself someplace safe in my mind. I can realize I’m far from being trapped. The world is wide. That’s terrifying, but it’s also the reason it’ll all work out. Truly, I believe that…
          	
          	If anyone’s listening, thank you. Thank you. And remember it’s not a bad thing that the possibilities are infinite. It means more than a tenfold chance of growth.  <3 I believe in us. I do. And I hope to one day be a force empowering changes for the betterment. In the small ways I know how.

dreamsfalldown

Funny how you can drown in your thoughts if you’re not careful. But when overthinking, it’s best to take a different perspective. And you’ll see you were never in the water in the first place.
          
          ••••
          Graduation being impending has me anxious. I won’t lie. But sometimes talking to others has me walking back from a mental ledge. And I can find myself someplace safe in my mind. I can realize I’m far from being trapped. The world is wide. That’s terrifying, but it’s also the reason it’ll all work out. Truly, I believe that…
          
          If anyone’s listening, thank you. Thank you. And remember it’s not a bad thing that the possibilities are infinite. It means more than a tenfold chance of growth.  <3 I believe in us. I do. And I hope to one day be a force empowering changes for the betterment. In the small ways I know how.

dreamsfalldown

Sometimes. Being here reminds me of a lesson I never thought I’d learn. That to gain people, you have to open yourself up in return. Not to just share, but to understand, to care.
          
          I shield myself because I’m afraid. As much as I deny it. But, the lesson remains. The memory, of everything, remains.
          
          I wish things were different. That I could’ve found the strength I’d lacked then. But. My heart needed to be elsewhere. I found people, and lost them again. 
          
          But again, again, and again- I’m just glad it happened. Just glad.

dreamsfalldown

Often I’m stuck in my head. 
          Stuck in place-
          Looking out, looking forward and back
          Sometimes I think it’s something I lack
          But at times I know the truth
          Staring me in the face- youth
          
          Did you try to step away
          Dance from night to day
          I wanted you once
          Then never again
          As, it was a mere
          
          Moment torn and intertwined
          Dizzy with that lovely spin.
          I love you, the essence I see
          I’ll brave this blurry reality 

dreamsfalldown

You know, I always come home from work achy, but part of it is my own fault. I’d rather kneel and plop down to sit than lean down. Leaning makes me dizzy lol. But kneeling and stuff makes me achy especially because I push it. Guess it’s because I’m a bit passionate about what I do, even when I’m tired. 
          
          I’ll miss the job when I leave. Miss the aches, miss the thrill. But I’ll find my passion still… moving forward.

dreamsfalldown

You’re never ‘dumb’, there’s always reason behind your words, behind your actions. Never. Don’t ever consider that even a possibility.
          
          It’s never so simple. I don’t believe that it could be, how could it, when misunderstanding are so easy to fall into.

dreamsfalldown

Sometimes, when I confuse fiction, dreams, and reality- I have to think on how perceptions are truly built in the frameworks of our minds. That it’s never so simple. Yet similarly it is? Hmm…
          
          Our reality is what we choose to make it. Whether we acknowledge that or not.