**VENT POST DON'T READ IF UNCOMFORTABLE**
everyone I talk to about this that actually has the power to help me keeps saying it's nothing, I keep having random headaches and pains and I keep passing out randomly and my balence is horrible every time I try to do anything my knees start to hurt and I have to sit down i'm a young person with more medical issues than your 90 year old grandma but no one will take my pain seriously! all I ever get is "it's just growing pains you'll get over it" or "just rub some dirt in it!" "have you drank any water today?" it's always a constant of my pain being invalidated just because TikTok made being disabled "popular" as people put it when really it's just awareness but I can't get help for my constant pain and discomfort because obviously i'm just faking it for attention when I'm crying on my bedroom floor everyday clutching my head and rocking back and forth because I have a migraine that feels like i've just had a sledgehammer go up into my head and smoosh my brains out my nose. it's a horrible cycle that I can't break because no one believes my pain and they won't do anything about it and with my family's medical history it could be something serious but no one realizes that! anyways you guys have a good day, drink water, stay happy and healthy, you're awesome.
