Sometimes life suck's and nobody cares about you except that you care about yourself and hopefully things in this life gets better . I know I feel like giving up on finding love a husband and I have to tell myself I have to love myself, and I will keep trying to keep my head up and make my life better for me , myself and I, and yell fuck this a lot!!!! This past year and a half was a form of hell my Grandma passed away my Ex boyfriend who I was going to marry  I was with him for 5 years and lived with him for four years he cheated on my online and moved to Oklahoma and two aunts passed away I lost two jobs and it's taking forever to start my current job.  That's why I believe I must be gods personal joke lol .. I just want to start working keep the job for at least as long as the 8 yrs job I had  and find me a good man to love and marry . Then be happy grow old and die ...  fuck !!! So yess I have been fighting depression and trying to be a happy positive person and believe in the good an sometimes life slaps you around  .  Peace ☮️ love ❤️ and Joy