I'll be on a short or long hiatus I dont know. I was planning on updating today, but when I woke up in the morning and saw about Jonghyun well I decided I can't right now. I honestly cant. I usually would talk about the subject. But please just send your prayers. I cant deal with this. It's too painful and I am still crying. This crying has been going on for about 9 hours and I am too..i dont know. rest in paradise kim jonghyun.