@driftmark hi it's been so long since we've talked, but i just want to say that I LOVE YOU <3 i know how hard it is to be in your shoes right now, but there is so much hope and love in your future, even if you can't see it right now. it's going to hurt, and that hurt is going to be there for a long time, but you are stronger than you think! getting back into old hobbies like writing is so good for the healing process; it lets you reconnect to yourself. especially with writing, even if you don't publish it, it is such a good outlet to just let emotions flow and start to come to terms with how you're feeling and just be creative, and that applies to other hobbies too! and if you are feeling sad, try to write down or list one or two things a day that made you happy or are grateful for. it'll help remind you of the good in your life.
you are so incredible and so strong. please remember how amazing you are! you are worth the whole world and so much more!! one thing that helped me get through my last heartbreak was to remember that everything happens for a reason, even if it doesn't make sense at the moment. how i like to think about it is that, if that person was so incredible, and it didn't work out, there must be someone even more amazing who will love me even more down the line when i feel ready to open my heart again.
if you ever need to talk, i’ve also been finding myself writing and being on here a lot more recently, so please feel free to reach out :) i love you!!
