Zinu13
You're the finest, loveliest, tenderest and most beautiful person I've ever known and even that is an understatement.
drinkingpoems
Zinu13
HELLO BEAUTIFUL LADY IN THE DP!
drinkingpoems
کاغذ پر ایک پھول پڑا تھا، بالکل مرجھایا ہوا۔
اسنے ہاتھ آگے کرکے اُسے اٹھایا۔
سورج مکھی۔
کیا وہ پہیلیاں بوجھوانا چاہتا تھا اس سے؟
"اسٹوپڈ"
اسنے زیرِلب دہراتے ہوئے مُسکراہٹ دبانا چاہی۔
پھر اسکی نظریں کاغذ پر پڑیں جس پر ایک سطر درج تھی۔ تحریر کی لکھاوٹ اپنے مرسل کا پتا خودبخود دے رہی تھی۔
'چشم نمی تواند عشق را پنهان کند'
"یہ شخص اتنی مشکل باتیں کیوں کرتا ہے؟"
اسنے فون نکالا اور گوگل کھولا۔
گوگل کے نتائج سیکنڈوں میں نمودار ہوئے تھے۔ اور ہمیشہ کی طرح اُسے وقت تھمتا محسوس ہوا تھا۔
اُس شخص کی ہر بات کا عارفین پر ایک ہی اثر ہوتا تھا۔
وہ سٹ پٹا جاتی تھی۔ اُسکی دھڑکن مستحکم نہیں رہ پاتی تھی۔ کیوں کرتا تھا وہ ایسی باتیں؟
وہ نہیں جان پائی تھی، ان سب سالوں میں، یہ بات نہیں جان پائی تھی۔
پر وہ ان تمام تر احساسات کی تصدیق ضرور کرنے لگی تھی۔ اُنھیں تسلیم کرنے لگی تھی۔ اُن سے بھاگنا چھوڑ چکی تھی۔
وہ حقیقت پسند ہوگئی تھی۔
"اللّٰہ!"
اسنے کاغذ اور اپنا فون میز پر رکھا اور وضو کرنے چلی گئی۔
فون کی سکرین ابھی بھی روشن تھی۔ سکرین پر گوگل ٹرانسلیٹ کھلا تھا، جس پر انگریزی میں ترجمہ شدہ الفاظ چمک رہے تھے جو اُسکی نظر بوسی کے ابھی ابھی حقدار ہوے تھے۔
"The eye is incapable of concealing love".
(Hi guys!! This might be the last excerpt I'd post for my urdu book, here. Enjoy!
I'll be posting an English story soon, and I hope y'all will appreciate it as much as you did this one. )
Zinu13
@drinkingpoems THIS MADE MY HEART FLUTTER AAAH SO BEAUTIFUL and WHAT!? YOU'RE WRITING A NEW BOOK? You need to tell me all about it lemme eat your brain on Insta!
adropofhumanity
Assalaamu'alaikum wa rahmatu'llahi wa barakatuhu,
where is you?!
have not seen you here for a while!
are you okay?
return soon, i miss seeing you around.
May Allāh be with you and your family, آمين.
drinkingpoems
@adropofhumanity Awwie sweets x Thank you for your concern. Yess, i am usually active leikin beech mein aik dam ghaib houjati aksar, apologies for that Ameen sum ameen. Itni pyaari duaen. Ah my heart ❤️. All the same and more for you x Oh, actually i am in final years of my MBBS, so we have clinical wards and we spend most of the time in hospital rather than in university. Sab khayriat hay And you're too kind and so much more generous with duas especially. Jazakillah khayrun kaseera sweets x
adropofhumanity
@drinkingpoems OH, please do not be sorry. main bas pareshaan ho gayi thi aapko nahi dekhkar. aksar aap bahot active hoti hain na. ❤❤❤ Alhumdulillah ki sabh khairiyat hai! May Allāh ease all your affairs for you and grant barakah in your vaqt, آمين. why did you mention the hospital?! koi beemaar hai?! please take extra care! Allāhu Yarhamha! Alhumdulillah, Alhumdulillah, i am very well, by Allāh's mercy! hahahaha, look who is praising me huh?! aap apni shayaari dekhlein pehle, koi ghaayal nahi ho jaaye! ❤❤❤ JAZAKI'ALLĀHU KHAIRAN for your du'aas as well!!! i hope and pray to see you soon here with a calm mind and a sound heart! much love and my door is always open for you, incase you need any aid. ❤❤❤
drinkingpoems
@adropofhumanity wa Alaykum Assalam warahantullahi wabarakatuhu!! Hello baby! I am so sorry, I've just had so much going on in university and hospital. Bus bht busy hougaye thee. Alhamdulilah, i have been great, just a bit stressed because of uni work. How are youuuu?! ♥️♥️♥️ Awww sweets! InshaAllah will get back to you soon. I miss you too. And your beautiful, daily reminders. Plus wo shayeri itni pyaari jo shuru ki thee ♥️ Thankyou bubs for pyaari dua. May Allah Subhanw'tallah keep you in His fazl. Ameen.
drinkingpoems
Because i am too lazy to post a chapter, here's a mini dose of urdu-ey love.
”کُچھ لوگ ایسے کیوں ہوتے ہیں؟
اُن سے نہ چاہتے ہوئے بھی محبت کیوں ہوجاتی ہے؟ وہ ہمیں اتنے عزیز کیوں ہوجاتے ہیں کے ہم انکی ہر یاد کو شفاف رکھتے ہیں۔ preserve کرکے۔
کیوں ہمیں خوف رہتا ہے کہ کہیں انکی میموری ہمارے ذہن کے کسی کونے میں دھندلا نہ جائے۔ کہیں اُن سے جُڑی یادیں کسی ادھ پڑھی کتاب کی طرح ذہن کی ریک میں، تنہا نہ رہ جائیں۔
ہم اُن سے جُڑی جگہوں پر جا کر اُن کی یادوں کے نقوش، اُنکی presence کو کیوں ڈھونڈھتے ہیں، جو کبھی ہوا کرتی تھی۔“
Zerterk
@drinkingpoems Waaah this is so good! So relatable as well (in the general sense of love). And I appreciate the simple Urdu :P
Zinu13
Heyo, fellow Pakistani! :D Thankyou so much for the follow and leaving your lovely votes and feedback on Lu Gaye. I sincerely appreciate it! ☺️❣️
drinkingpoems
@Zinu13 Owwwww 〜(꒪꒳꒪)〜 Thankyouuuu sweets x And you're always welcome! ♥️ Keep writing pls (MashaAllah ♥️) Yess! Old pre-corona times. How much I miss them. May we get through this safe and easily. Ameen.
Zinu13
@drinkingpoems Awie, coming from you it's truly heart swelling! (I kind of stalked and followed you on insta and I'm literally blown away by your writing prowess) thankyou so much for your support and kind words. Right back at you! Stay safe and hydrated. ❣️ Ahahaha, missing the good old times when social distancing wasn't a thing.
drinkingpoems
@Zinu13 hello sweets x Oh, I loved, absolutely loved your story. Can't wait to read more from you (InshaAllah). Bring them soon. Plus, hope you're fine and healthy. Stay safe ♥️ *Sending virtual and socially distanced hugs your way* (they are a thing now (っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ )
drinkingpoems
Assalam o Alaykum!!
Oh my god, it's been ages since I've been here. But well, i guess i am back.
And I have posted a mini chap of Ehsaas. Check it out, if you want to. (it'd mean a lot) Thankyouu.
Plus, a little update that I am alhamdulilah doing great. Ramadan Mubarak!! Ramadan has been productive so far, alhamdulilah. Also, it's been two months since my 4th year of med school started and I am enjoying it muchly. Alhamdulilah.
I hope you all have been doing great too and are safe at home (stay safe, hydrated and sanitize your hands regularly guys)
And take care! ♥️
sojao-hina
@drinkingpoems welcome back!! And congratulations on starting 4th year! Just checked out the update a while ago, it was so beautiful, as always. ❣️
drinkingpoems
Happy new year, everyone!
I wish (to whoever reads this and every one else too ) you may find peace, happiness and all that you wish for in this new year and may you get to cherish and celebrate every day of this new year with contentment.
May all your sufferings end, and may you make peace with all your insecurities. May you get to always put in the 'maximum' you can in everything you've wished or planned to do.
Ameen.
Henuviya_Sheikh
Look who's back here......
♥️♥️
drinkingpoems
Kinda felt like posting something BECAUSE it's been so (freaking) long.
"ہم دکھ کو اتنا romanticise کیوں کرتے ہیں؟" فری نے زین کو کہتے سنا۔ وہ جو سفر نامہ پڑھنے میں مشغول تھی، اُسکی عجیب سی بات پر سر اُٹھائے بغیر نہ رہ سکی۔ اُسنے زین کی نظریں خود پر پڑتی پائیں تھیں۔
"ہمیں آنکھوں سے چھلکتے آنسو، ہنستی ہوئی آنکھوں کے کونوں میں پڑتی شکنوں سے زیادہ افضل کیوں لگتے ہیں، فری؟"
وہ ہمیشہ کی طرح مضبوطی سے اپنے خیالات کو آزاد کر گیا تھا۔ فری بھی ہمیشہ کی طرح اُسکے لفظوں کی قید میں آگئی تھی۔
کیوں کرتا تھا وہ ایسی باتیں؟ گہری، پیاری باتیں جو ہمیشہ اسکے دل میں ایک ضرب لگا دیا کرتی تھیں؟
Zerterk
@drinkingpoems I've heard of these and especially Pir e Kamil from my parents. I'll try to get Amarbail and Namal inshallah soon, hopefully after proffs. I haven't seen the drama yet, although I had plans to, but seems like I'll be reading it first. (◉‿◉ Oh yeah proffs are a thing hehe....)
drinkingpoems
@drinkingpoems There are so many books I'd love to recommend. But as you've mentioned before that you are still learning urdu so let's exclude Bano Qudsia, Ashfaq Ahmad, Tarrar etc. (For now) How about reading Amarbail (by Umera Ahmad)? Or Namal by Nemrah Ahmad (These are one of my faves, even tho general public has indefinable love for Pir e Kamil (SAWW), I love Amarbail and Namal so much) Or a recent one Alif by Umera Ahmad (it'd be great if you haven't watched the drama yet) There are many other urdu writers too. But i suggested the ones that you'll easily connect with, considering how you're still new at reading Urdu (novels). (I won't recommend reading them at this time of year because it's exam time and you'd better focus on studies xD)
Zerterk
@drinkingpoems I haven't. I've read a few biographies on Islamic leaders if the past, but other than that, no fiction. If you have any recommendations, I would love to check em out. It won't inshallah. Not to say that your book will be a bad experience, but one bad experience wouldn't ruin the others for me inshallah. I will do so ( ꈍᴗꈍ)