drisde

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drisde

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There was nothing more horrifying in my life than being born a girl. As soon as my chest wasn’t flat anymore and I started bleeding suddenly by my own parents and the rest of my family, I was this type of whore and a fucking freak. If you don’t wear a bra, you’re a whore and should be ashamed, if you wear too many sports bras layered on top of each other that’s not acceptable because people have to see your breasts but only in an appealing way. Everyone absolutely loves your brother’s facial fair and deeper voice and growing taller and yet your own mother yells at you to shave your mustache off because it’s so horrible. My parents did what is most common in nature, raising the babies well but leaving them to fend for themselves the second they’re not babies anymore and sometimes even eating them. It’s a matter of who can fight the most and win and who can take care of themselves but in humans with girls I had to do all of that and they expect me to take care of them, too. When I wasn’t stick thin and light I was this bitch and I only felt ok when I had my hair straightened. I was tender-headed and it hurt so bad when my sister would tug at my nappy hair but it was better than when my mom’s hands had arthritis and she couldn’t do it. She shows her true colors. She only “loves” me now because I’m prettier to her which means less baby fat, not fat anymore, light. She’s mad at my brother for having a healthy relationship with a girl that’s curvy and dark and she wants him to have kids (he’s fucking 15 by the way) with a pretty light Latina girl. I fucking hate her so much. I hate my dad too. He got treated like a human his whole life and as soon as I became a pre teen I was a bitch and a freak.