I've been wearing a mask to try to get people around me to like me more but after so long I don't even know who I am. Like do I even enjoy certain things, or do I just say I do because my friends like them? Am i just trying to force myself into a cookie cutter basic emo so that their (wrong) perception of me stays the same? But then again why do I want it to stay the "same" if it's not actually me? Am I scared that they'll leave me if I "change"? Or am I just scared of what'll happen when I'm true to myself? Maybe both.