Disconected

I need to piss

When you think he interested, but then you start a conversation with him by text and get back one-word responses, I be trippin.

I can't believe I've done it again,
          my type seems to be straight men that will probably never be interested in me. Oh for satan's sake let me like one guy that has a little chance to like me back.

I have a lot to say, but I want to say it in person. I have so many things I found out about myself and I have only started this long summer. I'm so happy that I'm alive, happy, and free to be myself. Tomorrow I will call my best friend and confess one more thing, so she can add one more thing to her board of "Oliver has now figured this out, no shit Sherlock"

penis

Im doing better. I lowered my expectations for life so its way better.

I didn't do it. What was I gonna say? I can't put what I'm feeling into words until after 1 am

I'm going to be opening up to someone today.
          I hope I actually go through with it.

I really want to delete this account but I really want to have a connection to who I was in the past.

Sometimes I really hate myself.
          sometimes I have the courage to look at myself in the mirror before going into the shower.