drunkonforthbeam

Last night i finished rereading ABH-BHC and as i forgot almost all of it, i was sTUNNED when i found out that i played that cliche card. I was literally froze, mouth agaped, eyes widened. 
          	
          	
          	That thing happening to Forth is like a sudden lightning storm in the broad daylight. I cant believe myself. I have tortured myself reading that lmao. It was crazy. I was crazy. 

Aishiyannn

@drunkonforthbeam I was forever waiting for this..the card is cliche,true but you used it so nicely, I cried a river while reading this,it was overwhelming,soo emotional for me,loved every bit of it..
          	  Once Again you're amazing..Thank you so much for re uploading this story..Love you❤️❤️❤️
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shu0802

Good to have you back..been searching for ur work for years(ToT)..this is gonna be my comfort author for forthbeam(^o^)..i think its u who right manly man? Idk, cant remember it cuz its been ages i've read that..n its got me hooked since then..love u( 〃▽〃)

drunkonforthbeam

Last night i finished rereading ABH-BHC and as i forgot almost all of it, i was sTUNNED when i found out that i played that cliche card. I was literally froze, mouth agaped, eyes widened. 
          
          
          That thing happening to Forth is like a sudden lightning storm in the broad daylight. I cant believe myself. I have tortured myself reading that lmao. It was crazy. I was crazy. 

Aishiyannn

@drunkonforthbeam I was forever waiting for this..the card is cliche,true but you used it so nicely, I cried a river while reading this,it was overwhelming,soo emotional for me,loved every bit of it..
            Once Again you're amazing..Thank you so much for re uploading this story..Love you❤️❤️❤️
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drunkonforthbeam

-c-
          
          I am sorry for my inconsistencies, i will prolly still be this way as my mind is always open for any new knowledges and self-realizations.  
          
          Also thank you for writing to me, be it in the comment box or in here. I am having fun reading your cute reactions but absolutely cringed out by my own answers. With this, I want to say sorry for every cringe answers and behaviors i did in the past. I really do. 
          
          I will try to re-publish my works after I reread and correct it one by one. Don't you think it is amazing that life and story ends but some characters are eternal because of you who keep re-alive-ing them? You are amazing. 
          
          Ah, as expected, always, I feel it, every love being poured for the characters, from the people who read my works. It might be one or two words. But they are consistently there. You are almost like writing to me, as writing is always there for me even in my most unstable headspace and embarrassing phase of my life. For you who know me for years, hello and thank you. And for you who is new here, welcome. 
          
          It has, surprisingly, been 6 years since i touched forthbeam for the first time and it has been years since i (semi) left. I might have changed (a lot) but everytime i got back here, it is like the time stops and i gotta feel forthbeam like my first love again. It is like a safe zone for me so i am sorry if this acc looks/feels too personal for a public site. 
          
          Lastly, can you please tell me your MBTI (& enneagram) for research purposes? Hehe
          
          

drunkonforthbeam

It is always in the back of my mind how there is no ship that can be as relevant as forthbeam with this account. Heartbroken with this and that as a background, i did try to change it and i did distance myself from writing forthbeam. 
          
          I recognized that i might not writing forthbeam anymore (i wrote it to jinx it) but as i read my forthbeam works, honestly i am fully conscious that for me there is no other ship that matched my writing vibes as much as forthbeam these whole times. 
          
          In the other hand, curious, i lightheartedly wrote drunkonforthbeam and drunkonandon in twitter search box. I saw some readers talk about it and i found that it gives me a better feeling when they call this acc as drunkonforthbeam instead of drunkonandon. 
          
          So i think only this acc's original name can do the justice for this acc. That is why i put its og name back. 
          
          
          -c-
          
          

drunkonforthbeam

@th100881 hiii! Been a while. Just coincidence, I'm here tonight and was checking out my unread notifs but yours is the one made my night, absolutely! Thank you for writing to me. How's life? I hope the world always treat you gentle, better. Love you!!
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th100881

@drunkonforthbeam Hello. It's been awhile since i was on wattpad. 
            Today i am back and, long story short, end up here. I cant believe what i saw. All your old works 
            Thank you, thank you, thank you for reuploading them. I dont know what happened with you back then that you decided to archieved many of your works. But i hope, whatever it was, you are fine now.
            And i just like what you wrote above, nothing can describe your acc better than the drunkonforthbeam itself.
            I am happy you put it back. It is like i get back one of the pieces that played important part in my 2018-self. Thank you once again 
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