Hello lads, lasses, and other. Look I've been through some really tough stuff lately, bare with me trying to make this for everyone to read that's why I chose to use good language. Anyway I've been through a lot I know I ain't the only one, see I'm in love with my best friend, have been for a while now. Now there is a huge chance I wont get a chance with her considering out of all her options I ain't anything special. They're stronger and in female standards apparently more attractive but I wont give up, if I have to prove my strength so be it, if I gotta lose weight well this is just another great reason to do so. When you find something dear to you, whether it be a hope or a dream, cling to it but dont suffocate it. I know you can do whatever you plan to do, wish me luck, and I wish you luck whether you feel you need it or not, I'm here for all of you. I believe in you.